Wednesday, June 29, 2005


I decided to make myself an Avatar for usage... one for me and me alone.

I went for someting unusualish.

Happy Halloween... even if it isn't for a while!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

PEOPLE ARE SCUM!

http://www.fox21.com/Global/story.asp?S=3456745
Again something bad, not from Wiser but Spike this time.
What is the world coming to when people give more of a shit over a dog being raped than the fact that the rapist also raped a 13 yr old girl and molested the 3 yr old sister of the girl he raped?
GET YOUR FUCKING PRIORTIES STRAIGHT PEOPLE!
I don't give a shit how much someone loves their dog... people are more important... children even more so! BIG FUCKING WHOOP! Someone raped a dog... and the dog dies 2 weeks later. It's a fucking animal dipshits... Those girls will have to live with what happened to them their entire life... being molested is bad enough. Being raped leaves scars on your soul that you can NEVER EVER GET RID OF! It marks you for life, it changes your very outlook on life... and some people can never get over what happens to them, some people take their own life, some never leave the house again. And some of us manage to climb out of the pit of dispair and manage to claw our way back to a sembalance of life, and some of us manage to prosper, to spit in the rapist's eye and go "FUCK YOU!" and learn to love, to live, to go on to become better, stronger and harder. We may be broken but fuck you! We will come back!

I wish those two girls all the best, I hope that they find the strength to prosper, to go on and become so much better, to spread their wings and take the sky.

Monday, June 20, 2005

If God supports this crap then I'm joining the other side

http://forum.vgcats.com/showthread.php?t=1449
Wiser in the #applegeeks IRC channel pops up and links this describing it as one of the worst things ever. He's not wrong. If I believed God supported things like this TOTAL AND UTTER BULLSHIT I'd quite happily spit in his face, rage against him with my every breath and go to hell rather than be loved by him. Let the fuckers responsible for this bullshit burn. Let those who believe being homosexual is wrong die alone and unloved, and let those who support this shit never come near me for I won't be held responisble for my actions.

I believe that love doesn't care about gender, I believe that it is not wrong to to love one of the same gender. I don't care if you're gay, bi or straight. I don't care what your race or gender is or even what your religion is... but if you support shit like this as a way of hiding your own insignificant and morally wrong fears and phobias then I believe that you don't deserve to be around me, I believe that you don't need to BREED! Go get a life you ignorant fucktards and speak to me not about the evils of homosexuality.

I'm lesbian, I'm in a relationship that saved my life and I'm happy.

PISS OFF AND DIE if you don't like my words... by the way feel free to flame, I'll just use them to warm my toes

Natasha Sanotova
Lesbian at Large
natasha_santova@hotmail.com

Friday, June 03, 2005

Life and love for lack of a better way to put it.

Given a choice, given a chance would you go back and change the past?
Would you go and make one tiny change? Something that would stop the death of another? Even if it meant losing the one you love today? Would you even remember the one you loved today if the past was changed? Or would you have the memories of the one you lost? I was reading Queen of Wands and I read something that hit close to home. I begin to wonder what would happen if we changed the past...

I suppose I'm of the opinion that it's better to have loved and lost to have never loved at all. That it's better to have felt than to have felt nothing at all. And that to have had the chance to have a child is the greatest gift that anyone can possibly have.

I feel the pain of having loved and lost, I hurt for a child who never really got to live, I sorrow for a man who must live with the fact that his own stupidity has killed a child.

I may say that I hate the world but I love more than I hate. Life I find is short and why waste time on hate, on anger, on fear? Why must we fight when life is so fragile? Why must we fight over things that, ultimately, in the end will pass into the ages?

Tis better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all
And I will not go quietly into that good night... I will rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

For I shall spit my last breath at thee with all the hatred that lays in mine heart and with damn thee till the end of days that thee will wander the Earth alone and unloved, unable to reach out and touch those that surround you. I curse thee so that all that thee touches turns to dust and thee will never be able to stop the knawing of thy hunger nor will thee be able to slake thy thirst till the coming of Ragnarok.

The death curse of one of my character's for a story I'm writing. If I could draw I'd make a web comic but I can't. Inspired sort of from Moby Dick.